HAUNTED

A person finds it easier to approach another person when they see them happy but it makes them hard to when this person is sad or depressed. Why is there such a stigma on depression? Depression is not even contagious unlike any other diseases yet many people avoid it. Kung gaano kahirap para sa isang tao na sabihing depressed siya, yun naman siyang bilis ng mga taong nakikinig sakanya na bumato ng mga tanong o salita na hindi naman makakatulong. 'Just let it go,' 'Maybe that's mood swings,' 'be positive'. That's the exact lines they've already seen on inspirational tv shows or have already read on books, and that should be obvious, because did you not think they've already tried those to save themselves? They're self-aware, yes, believe me, but those people around them, were they aware of what's going on? Don't they think if a certain person was ever asked throughout the day, 'Kumusta?' Well, unless they think.

For every day that has ended for a depressed person, it's a day where no one knows again what happened on his day and how will he bring himself again to wake up the next day, wishing today is finally the day that someone will ask. Someone will be brave enough to listen. Yes, LISTEN. That's the only thing they need; not those petty reassuring words or encouraging wisdoms for they're sick of trying on it. It's as simple as that right? You don't need to solve a person's depression, they're not a burden to you, because that's what hits them, being someone's BURDEN. They need a companion, a friend, a colleague. Was that hard to everybody?

And do you have any idea what's the least and unfavorable thing that could happen? It might be one day, they would stop the world at their own hands and we don't have any other choice but to voice a eulogy for them.

So I'll just leave these here..

I just can not explain right now. Thanks to these.

All credits goes to the owners. 

Stay pressed.

In the long run..

I had felt a whirlwind of emotions these past few weeks (?). I did not seem to realize that November is already leaving its dates and slowly welcoming us again with December and its holiday feels. sighs

New community. New struggles.

After I have been officially part of a certain clique, I actually find it enjoying! On the downside of this, it is quite time consuming, especially when most of time you are the only one contributing the most and some of the members were a bit inefficient while entertaining the others with your most 'Ms. Congeniality' appeal. smh. Still, I don't want to quit yet, it's too early for that. I just want to see how far this would go.

Sibling.

My older sister lately sucks bigtime. If I were just the ate..if and only if.. I hope she will fix this sooner. smh again

Same old friends.

Who would have knew that I just need some pep talk from my oldies but goodies friends of mine to brighten up my mood this past few lonesome weeks? IT'S FREAKINGGGG GOOOOOOD! I heart you guys bigtime! Hihi :)

Work.

Heh. I promise to spend my remaining APEC days in improving my tasks at work.TIME MANAGEMENT ON!

Sorry for the short post! Just...hug a potato! Anyone?

10 Facts about me

Let's go!

1. I'm a lady, around 20 years of age. *winks*

2. Pure FILIPINA

3. I liked listening to music (pop, opm, alternative), food trips, reading books (YA Fictions, Anthologies, Classics, or just a random book.)

4.Since I am no good in drawing, I am into Adult Coloring Books! Plus writing poems, blogging (?), and doodling. 

(yes, I doodle but don't expect me to do sketches, or some serious type of drawing, forget it. okay?)

5. Red, Blue, Black colors are my styleeeee

6. FOOD IS LIFE! Hence, I worship them together with the digestive parts of my body. Haha. My personal top picks are Kare-Kare, (I prefer home made style by Mom! :*) 

Pizza, Pasta, Ice Cream (Double Dutch is a bang!), and anything that is grilled and cheesy. \m/

7. I do not have my personal room. 

*inserts melancholic bg song* but.. SOON! Ha.

8. My type of outfit is a comfortable one = shirt & jeans type hahahaha. 

(not-so-girly-things lol)

9. Make-up formula = powder/foundation + blush on (orangey or pinkish) + lipstick (matte or normal one, PINK!) I am insensitive to brands...as long as its good. *thumbs up* 

(not-so-girly-things ver 2 lol)

10. I'm a water element. hehe 

(I think this is important, isn't it? haha)